February 2011
Now it all seems so clear, there’s nothing left to fear So we made our way by finding what was real Now the days are so long that summer’s moving on We reach for something that’s already gone Of all the things I still remember Summer’s never looked the same The years go by and time just seems to fly But the memories remain
slow-danced asked: i adore your blog. i've read your more personal writings about past experiences/relationships and i can definitely relate. all of your posts are heartfelt and amazing.
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Name Change.
January 2011
I didn't want anybody else, but you.
Tears stream down your face when you lose...
Keep your hand in my hand and your heart on your...
And PS. I missed your voice and you looked amazing...
I wish I was ready to like someone else, or even...
I hate this shit. I fucking hate it.
It's not the same without you here, on your side...
swallowedthelittlebookofcalm:
This is going to come out more depressing than I intend, but yeah.
I don’t feel like I have much to strive for. I feel like I don’t have a purpose. I don’t have someone who relies on me anymore. I feel like i’m just wandering around aimlessly, just winging it.
I feel the exact same way.
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
Despite what she thinks
I put myself out there for her. I put aside my fears and my walls and my bullshit as much as I ever have, hoping that I can be the person I wanted to be all along. Someone who deserved her. In the end, I failed miserably. But I tried so hard. I just can’t turn it off. I just can’t pretend that I don’t care. I can’t act like what she thinks of me and says about me...
I've spent my time here alive, but barely there.
Wake me up inside Tell me there’s a reason To take another step To get up off my knees and, Follow this path of most resistance And wherever it takes us, Whatever it faces and wherever it leads, So wake me when its through I don’t want to feel, the things that you do (The things that you do) Don’t worry I’ll be fine I just don’t want this dream, wake me up inside...
You can’t judge anyone for what they’ve done, because people change.
– Leighton Meester.
I want to believe this so bad, because it’s something I need to be true.
(via n-sunshine)
"What am I gonna do when the best part of me was...